
Learn to Harness the Power of Desire to Fulfill Your Unique Potential
Desire is the wellspring of inspiration, purpose, and manifestation. Without desire, our creativity founders, leaving us unmotivated and without direction. “What makes the engine go? Desire, desire, desire,” wrote the poet Stanley Kunitz. In this eye-opening six-week course, Mark guides you through the landscape of your own desires to discover your true passions and aspirations, and where the flow of desire is leading you. Freeing yourself of fear and shame, you liberate the force of your natural longings and the promise of your innate gifts. This increases well-being, deepens your connection to others, fosters vitality and imagination, and reminds you who you really are beneath the veneer of social convention. When you recognize the energy of desire as your greatest ally, making clear choices becomes less challenging. You are guided by the force of eros—the dynamism animating life itself—which helps to lead you to a more original, inventive, and meaningful life.
This Six-Week Course Is Only $67
“Thank you Mark Matousek. Your wisdom and intuitive skills have had a huge impact on my being, outlook, and honesty with myself. Thank you for encouraging all of us to accept we are worthy. Thank you for skipping the syntax lesson and choosing the life lesson.”
— Andrea Evans
In this six-week course, The Engine of Desire, Mark Matousek guides you through an deep investigation of your truest desires and motives in essential areas of life—identity, love, meaning, freedom, imagination, and spirituality—and what keeps you from accessing them. As you’ll learn, these core issues are interconnected, building on one another as the course progresses. Each lesson begins with an essay by Mark followed by a series of enlightening questions intended to prompt insight and self-awareness. Your responses to these inquiries are likely to surprise you, revealing hidden longings and motivations you might not have been aware of. The Engine of Desire will help you discover reservoirs of aspiration and inspiration you didn’t know were there, as well as the transformative potential of your imagination.
How the Course Works
1. Purchase and Immediate Access: Upon purchase, you’ll be directed to a page that includes a Course Overview, Lesson One, a video from Mark with guidance on the Writing to Awaken method of self-inquiry, and his Writing to Awaken Guidelines.
2. Lesson Delivery: Subsequent lessons will be emailed to you every seven days. This weekly delivery will continue for the duration of the course.
3. Study Pace: Students are encouraged to complete each lesson within a week. Following this weekly schedule will help maintain learning momentum.
“I cannot commend Mark Matousek enough to anyone who is serious about their healing and transformation. He is profoundly wise and insightful and you feel at once confident that you have finally found a path that will lead you home to the fullness of who you really are.”
— Sheryl Andersen
The purpose of desire isn’t mere self-satisfaction. Desire is the spiritual force that moves you forward, inspires your muse, connects you to others, and deepens self-knowledge.
What you will learn in The Engine of Desire
Lesson One: Know Thyself
In the first lesson, Know Thyself, you will:
- Reflect on what you learned in childhood about what it means to be an individual.
- Examine your attitude toward rebellion or saying no to the demands of others.
- Uncover suppressed parts of yourself and explore how integration of those parts might change your life.
Lesson Two: Open to Love
In Lesson Two, Open to Love, you’ll explore:
- What holds you back in love, and the role that self-love plays in loving others.
- The stories, beliefs, and expectations that interfere with your willingness to open to love.
- The connection between forgiveness and compassion, and where forgiveness is needed in your life today.
Lesson Three: What Do You Mean?
In Lesson Three, What Do You Mean?, you will:
- Delve into the ways human beings use stories to makes sense of incomprehensible things.
- Identify the primary sources of meaning in your life currently, and explore how your meaning story has changed over time.
- Question your attitude toward outward achievement and how it affects your hope, inspiration, and self-esteem.
- Investigate the unanswered why’s in your life and consider how you might address them.
Lesson Four: The Call to Freedom
In the fourth lesson, The Call to Freedom, you will:
- Explore the desire for freedom as a motivating force in your life.
- Examine your beliefs surrounding choice and free will.
- Reflect on what a free and happy life means to you.
Lesson Five: Your Creative Edge
In Lesson Five, Your Creative Edge, you will:
- Allow yourself to imagine, experiment, conjure, dream.
- Face the potential risks of creativity, which often requires us to step away from the crowd and shift direction.
- Discover where your creative edge is leading you today.
Lesson Six: Spiritual Longing
In Lesson Six, Spiritual Longing, you’ll explore:
- The human longing for metaphysical wisdom, for revelation of the eternal, universal, and transcendent in our earthly lives.
- How your faith, or lack of it, affects your well-being and inner strength.
- How disillusionment, loss, and fear have motivated your inner journey.
- What the possibility of spiritual awakening means to you.
Your Imagination Is a Reservoir of Resilience and Inspiration
Discover the transformative power of self-inquiry with The Engine of Desire. Mark’s unique and transformative course offers inspiration and guidance to deepen your connection to yourself and others.
Why Choose The Engine of Desire?
- Expert Guidance: Benefit from Mark’s wisdom and decades of experience empowering others to transform their lives.
- Flexible Learning: Engage with the material at your own pace, from the comfort of your home.
- Proven Method: Mark’s Writing to Awaken method of self-inquiry has helped countless people worldwide achieve their creative and personal goals.
Transform Your Life
By diving into these lessons, you’ll tap into the life-changing power of curiosity and truth-telling. The Engine of Desire offers an experience akin to a personalized, one-on-one workshop, providing you with the tools to reach your full potential.
Join a global community of learners who have used Writing to Awaken to elevate their personal and professional lives. Invest in yourself today and begin your journey toward a fuller, more loving life.
Special Offer!
This Six-Week Course Is Only $67
Purchase The Engine of Desire Today and Discover What Makes Your Engine Go

“I invite you to embark on this transformative journey with me through this Self-Study Course.
Let me guide you toward unlocking your creative potential and discovering new depths within yourself. You’ll find joy not only in the process but also in the remarkable outcomes.
Get ready for a life-changing experience!

Mark Matousek, MA, is an award-winning author, teacher, and speaker whose work focuses on transformative writing for personal, professional, and spiritual development. He is the founder of TheSeekersForum.com, an online community for writing and self-inquiry, as well as the author of eight books including How Emerson Can Change Your Life: Lessons From an American Stoic, Writing To Awaken: A Journey of Truth, Transformation, and Self-Discovery, Sex Death Enlightenment: A True Story, When You’re Falling, Dive: Lessons in the Art of Living, and Ethical Wisdom: The Search for a Moral Life.
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